"In Repair" - John Mayer, 2006

Something tragic has happened in our family. Someone close to a family member ended her own life just over three weeks ago.

A million things have gone through my mind, during this time of repair. I hold John very close these days. I feel a long way from my birth country. Life seems more precious. I treasure what little family I have left.

But nothing will bring her back. And I mourn the loss of such a brave, tragic, and sensitive soul.

Now, I must begin writing here again. I believe it will help me to move on.

Janet